3 Weeks Down Months to GOOOO

Hiya, well its been a few weeks since I have posted besides my fulltime job, and trying to find another job, taking care of my mother in the evenings and my kids. Life hasnt got any easier around here lately.

So its been 3 weeks since my mothers accident, I must say things are a tad easier cause she can get around a bit with her walker, but she still needs help bathing, preparing food all the essentials in life we all take for granted everyday. I guess its a small sacrafice to pay, even though each night I go to bed I wish this would have happened to me and not her, I still feel very guilty for the accident even though she has tried to convince me no matter what that it would have happened eventually. Yesterday was my stepfathers bday, so I went up and did a little house work and helped her get ready and we had a little party for him. My sister got the pizza and the cake and we had a little celebration.

Maddi's dance recital was a week ago this past sunday, she did very well on that big stage in front of all those people. Her grandparents from NY came down to attend the function as well as my mother making an appearence in her wheelchair. I am posting 1 picture, waiting for my step father to email me the rest from his camera. A picture of 3 little sad orphans for your enjoyment.
In order left to right is Maddi, Gracie and Sarabeth

Last subject about my pets, you know I love my animals my son found a small kitten the other day and of course bring him home. So we have dubbed him with the name of MJ we use to have a cat named Munch a few years back, and this little guy is marked just like him so we gave him the name MJ aka (Munch Junior)
And on to Googie you know my little peekawawa...we were laying in bed last night and well I glanced over at him and he was all nice and comfortable on his side of the bed and well I could not help but take a quick snapshot of his snoozing away like a little person, ya ok he is my little man. LOL

Life UPside Down

Well its been awhile since I have posted, cause life is upside down right now for me and my family. I am hoping in the next few weeks things will turn around and start getting better. I have job interview Monday at a Lawfirm in Cincy, I am hoping that it works out and I can secure that job. It will help with financial things around here, waiting tables lately just hasnt been cutting the mustard.

All the kids and myself I believe are finally healthy, it was a rough few weeks there with all of sick at different times. My mother was in an accident on Tuesday and broke her ankle, (broke isnt really the word for it) she has been in the hospital for 3 days now, she is getting to come home today (Friday). I was there when it happened so I havent got much sleep cause when I close my eyes I replay the accident over and over in my mind, guess trying to figure out if anything what we could have done differently or maybe tryin to find reason not to blame myself for the accident. My heart weighs a ton right now cause I do feel like it was my fault if I hadnt asked her to ride, she might not have ridden that day. Yes she was trying to mount her horse so we could go riding and he got spooked and took off. Just typing about it makes me upset so I will stop. But good news she is coming home today, bad news she will be on IV antibiotics for about 4 weeks so she will have to have a home nurse come in and help take care of her. I will be spending my evenings over there also helping care for her and make sure she gets dinner and things that she needs done.

Maddi is signed up for cheerleading I believe I posted about that but I do have a few pics of her in her uniform and her dance recital is this coming weekend so I have a few pics of her all dressed up.

They finish up school on Monday but it will just be a fun day and they get out early so today was actually their last day of school I have a few pics of the boys excited about that.



Signing off for now must head to my mom's house to get ready for her to come home. Until next post you take care and I love ya all...